Friday, September 25, 2009

Just another Love Story^^

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let

me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby?

He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near
the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown,

I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched..

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,

has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.


They continued to date.. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.

He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.


After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest,

please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said

to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt.

It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..

Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for

anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.


Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?





It's sweet. She replied.




Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear





but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!





Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one

you like will leave you for the one they love.


Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.


Who calls you back when you hang up on him.


Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.


Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.


Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.


Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.


Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

Friday, September 18, 2009

人生中要做的选择实在是太多了
我做的选择是对的吗?

想念你对我的好
却生生的刺痛了你的心
听着歌,想着你此时此刻的心情
是否和歌词里所形容的一样?
听起来,好悲伤...
泪水又在眼里打滚了
何时才能忘了你?
原来,所谓的放下
是这么难的一回事

是我先选择放弃你的
但是日子久了
心却慢慢的痛了起来
是我对不起你们

答应了你不再为他哭了
但是到现在还是做不到
希望时间能慢慢洗去对他的回忆

对不起!! >"<

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

没想到你还记得我妈妈的生日
还送了她一份生日礼物
妈妈说你瘦了
说话时眼里带些泪水
你说那时你最后一次到我去拜访了
为什么到现在还要我为你流泪呢?
你对我的好,大家都知道
我自己比别人更清楚这一点
但是我还是选择了离开你
看来全世界的人都会认为我是个白痴吧
变心的人是我,你应该比别人更恨我吧
给了你希望, 又在一天内夺走你的希望和梦想
我真的觉得自己好坏
我该怎么办呢?
妈也真是的,在这种时候告诉我
害我无法集中读书考试了... T.T

Monday, September 7, 2009

05/09/09

Just broke up with him after being together for 3 and a half years..
Feels kinda sad when thinking of leaving him becos of the selfish thought of mine..
Sometimes even cant forgive myself for hurting him so much..
Life is complicated..
Feelings come and go..
Only God has the power to control our destiny..
People always say Happiness is in our hands..
Learn to give and take..
What is yours will always be yours..
Even time can never take it away from you..
Did i make the right choice?
I really dunno..
Just hope that i will never regret in every decision that i have made..
Have trust in myself..
Be confident always and be brave to step into the future that i want..

To my dearest...
Sorry for the sudden change..
I really din meant to hurt u so deeply..
I just need some time to think for wad i really want..
The love that u given me for all this long cant be replaced by anyone..
I know this will be the hardest time for u..
I'm acting selfish for leaving u just like this..
Without giving u the time to accept the fact..
Thanks for the understanding thought and everything that u had given me through out the years..
Thanks for the joy and laughter that u brought to me b4..
Thanks for the company and helping hand...
Thank you so much...
This may be the last time that I can say this three words to you..
I love You and hope you can find someone as good as me but will never leave u again in the future.. All the best^^ Muackss