05/09/09

Just broke up with him after being together for 3 and a half years..
Feels kinda sad when thinking of leaving him becos of the selfish thought of mine..
Sometimes even cant forgive myself for hurting him so much..
Life is complicated..
Feelings come and go..
Only God has the power to control our destiny..
People always say Happiness is in our hands..
Learn to give and take..
What is yours will always be yours..
Even time can never take it away from you..
Did i make the right choice?
I really dunno..
Just hope that i will never regret in every decision that i have made..
Have trust in myself..
Be confident always and be brave to step into the future that i want..

To my dearest...
Sorry for the sudden change..
I really din meant to hurt u so deeply..
I just need some time to think for wad i really want..
The love that u given me for all this long cant be replaced by anyone..
I know this will be the hardest time for u..
I'm acting selfish for leaving u just like this..
Without giving u the time to accept the fact..
Thanks for the understanding thought and everything that u had given me through out the years..
Thanks for the joy and laughter that u brought to me b4..
Thanks for the company and helping hand...
Thank you so much...
This may be the last time that I can say this three words to you..
I love You and hope you can find someone as good as me but will never leave u again in the future.. All the best^^ Muackss